ペインティングのお時間です (Pixiv Fanbox)

question about [X-box game bar] last time
I am talking software in window10
that can record the painting work and put them on youtube desu.

I almost really have no info about the [game console] at all desu.

I only have Exp on PlayStation1 that console is the best fun thing
that you can play with a friend desu.
but
I really have not good memories about them desu
my father broke it into a piece because we use them on the new TV
and that Playstation1 belongs to my friend desu
my friend he just silent and chill.
I never repay him back desu.

after that, we have to use pocket money
[also stealing the money from our parent]
to go to the game center desu.
at that time the PC start to have the game online
and we really addicted to it desu.

and when I am in last year on middle school
my parent can afford to buy me the PC desu

I thought that game online is the best option to enjoy the RPG
but after taste small game like an old version of RPG MV hentai
after meeting with the guy at school
who teaches me how to cheat
how to edit the game there

that when RPG project plan starts to build up desu
[at the same time, my dark secret also grow up along with them desu]

on the public, I only draw proper manga on free time
but when return from school I write Hentai novel desu
I never accept my dark side until meeting the big failure in life desu

[the failure that decides by the stranger]

that why I change the route desu
I pick the Manga route and write it for 5 month
I got 5 followers those people really like my work desu
that only thing that pushes me to keep on drawing desu
and
my lazy brother have study about art
so he has proper Exp on this kind of work desu
my lazy brother is the one who sees all my novel Hentai work
and he told me that [maybe you still not honest to yourself]

I try to not accept my lazy brother suggest
but my father keeps asking me
[where are the money]
yes, my father is the idol of every good father desu.

that means I start to no longer have proper support desu
deadline for being Manga writer can be today or tomorrow desu
after that
I move to live with grandmother and my lazy brother


in short, I change the route to Hentai and be honest to myself desu
that means I can unlock every single dark wish that being locked inside until now on this route desu

I have no idea about the best game console
but I am sure that the game that everyone can access to play
will be able to bring the new wave of RPG desu

right now I just want to focus on budgets and CG develop desu
that why I really have no info about these kinds of things desu
that why I need more crew member for this project desu

P.S.
this week will have not much work process to put on show desu.
this will be the last post on this month's desu.
thanks for your guys support on this month again desu