a quick health update (Patreon)

i dislike posting about my personal things but there's been particularly annoying high days of absence this month

if some of you know from a year or two ago i have posted i wasn't doing well with health with random collapses and nonsensical fatigue and i'd have to look into it, that thing  is auto immune disease that i apparently always had but it's showing its effects in bigger ways because of age (for example, as a kid i would always have wounds on joints for no reasons, and im being told that's 99% why; it just never had any bad effects until a couple years recently so i never thought it would be anything deeper)

the issue that's relevant to the drawing is that the immune system is messed up by some illness irregularities and it feels like if i had a fever, but i do not, it's just the immune system knocks me down

it's been particularly bad last week, sometimes i have some days im completely fucked and im on the bed for like 14 hours and still eyes hurt, that's largely been the biggest annoyance with not being at the desk a lot and drawing

i strongly dislike the irregularity nature that has come to happen, that i can't draw for an entire day sometimes, im taking measures and medication, it's a tricky shitty thing cause it's hard to even pinpoint the efficient medication for the particular functions that get shut down, and even then, i was told they largely will not "fix" it but they might contribute to lowering the really bad days, i've been currently in the process of trying different things and seeing the differences in treatments

in any case, i really do not want this to sound like some pity or justification, if you saw too little drawings that's perfectly fine as customer to not like anymore, it's just to let you know if you've been wondering why sometimes the schedule is very irregular

i appreciate a ton if you like the drawings, like always !