STOP THIS SOUND! (Patreon)

Hello patrons, I didn't want to bring this on public, but I'm sorry in advance. I won't be very active in upcoming days.
My ear started to ring, I hear a constant sound 24/7 in my right ear. I sounds like a garden vacuum cleaner. It is driving me insane, I'm loosing my mind. I'm now only focusing on that sound, even tho I'm trying to ignore it. Even pain can be ignored, but this is unbearable. Almost had mental breakdown last night.

I can hardly focus on my work, I have to work in noisy environment (I was used to work in silence) to be able to ignore the sound. It is worst when I go to sleep. I noticed this sound idk....about 4 days ago. It came out of the blue, one day you wake up and hear ringing....

I'll go to a doctor, hope it is related to some ear/mouth cavity clearance, because I can hear the sound when I yawn even more. When I yawn it will wear off for a few seconds. Also there is a pop in the ear when I click a mouse or someone sneeze....so I hope it's not serious. I'm not prepared to live with this.

So, I'll take few days off to adapt to this new personal hell. I'm now in a very bad mood,  frustrated, scared and tired. My only fear is it will get worse ._.

I don't want you to be worry, I'll handle it somehow, just wanted you to know that I have some personal issues that might affect the content.

Okay, thank you for your support and understanding, take care!