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Hello everybody!

I would like to begin by stating my sincerest gratitude and respect for you all for sticking with me. Whether you’ve been here since day one or one day ago, thank you so much for your support. I would not have the skill set I have today without Patreon and your support. As someone who didn’t feel encouraged or that anyone believed in me throughout art school, it makes me so happy to be able to say that I no longer feel that way that at all. The uncertainty I had surrounding my art’s ability to provide me with income has lifted and my ambition has done nothing but grow.

I have to apologize for what I feel has been a large mismanagement on my part and a great disservice to my Patreon supporters. I don’t feel that I’ve consistently delivered what I should be delivering month after month, and that guilt has caused me great embarrassment and awkwardness. I produce too many unfinished/ rough works that I am not very partial to, and I set aside the subjects and pictures that most excite me because I am afraid of boring you with the same content. I know that it’s a silly notion but it’s something that I’ve developed over the last year or so and I am trying my best to stop. I know from experience my most popular and well-received works are the ones I see through because they excite me from start to finish, and I really want to focus on delivering more of those kinds of works to you.

My life has gone through a lot of changes in recent years, especially in recent months. My goals have developed and the path I want to travel has become much clearer. These things I want to accomplish are impossible without significant personal growth, not as much artistically but instead habitually.

I’m sure most of you have seen my fantasy RPG character designs, featuring Prince Albrecht, Ganix the Knight, Mage, Barbarian, etc. I'm sure you all have been wondering what I’m going to do with them. This has been an idea I have had for many years now, and the earliest design iterations of these characters were drawn in 2013. However, I think I've finally reached the skill set to move ahead with this plan.

I want to make an RPG Adventure/Visual Novel game featuring these characters. I would like this series to become my first real footprint in Gay Adult media. I will create another post detailing exactly what sort of project this will be, but I know now I won’t be able to build it on my own. I feel this is the kind of project I am destined for, considering my training and experience in Animation, Game Design, and of course homoerotic art, and I know I could deliver something grand.

Next, I would like to start selling merchandise, such as prints, regularly produce commission work, and continue to offer art tutorship. To successfully execute each of these, I will be required to balance my time more efficiently than I currently am. However, these are things that I want to achieve with all of my beings and I am ready to make the necessary changes to my life.

In under a month, I will be moving back home to live with my parents because I will no longer be able to afford my current living situation. My third goal is to move back to Toronto, which is something that I have wanted since I left school, and my current earnings would not allow me to do this comfortably. While living back home, I aim to increase my art revenue, as well as develop better habits that will lead me to further successes with my art and livelihood moving forward.

I view those who pledge me here at Patreon as my as my greatest supporters and cheerleaders, and I value and trust your judgment. My questions to you all are these: what can I do additionally, or differently, to help me achieve these goals? What am I doing right? What other thoughts do you have for me? What could I do to encourage you to pledge more? What sort of merchandise, such as prints, would you be interested in purchasing? I’d like you to be honest and as helpful as you can be. My goal above all is to grow and I cannot do that without critique, so let me have it.


My pledge to you all is that I will continue to get better, continue to produce quality artwork that I hope excites, inspires, and keeps you believing in me. As I have stated, I don’t believe I have been doing enough or utilizing my time as efficiently as I could be, but I’m going to get better. I want to create something wonderful with you all.


Thank you very much for reading this. I won’t let you down and please let me know your thoughts.

All my love,

Diz <3

Comments

Anonymous

We're in your corner Diz. :) You're going to tear it up.

renoirzhang

Thank you for your continued creation, even if the completion is not high, but for me this is a great teaching, I can patiently learn your skills to enrich yourself. I do not feel boring, I really enjoy it. I hope you can continue.

Anonymous

here for you 110% 🧡🧡🧡🧡 Id totally buy a print from you

Villpanh

First of all -- super proud of you for setting emotional (and artistic) goals for yourself. Super, super rad to see you still want to improve after all this time and striving for awesome personal growth. It's so inspiring and I'm extremely proud to have been here for quite a bit of it. No real good critiques, but I'd love to see prints that aren't explicitly nude. I love nudity and your homoerotic art, but it's a lot easier to put REVEALING (but not completely naked) art prints/posters up in places where others can see them. i'd definitely be encouraged to buy prints of pics like that, if it were something you were pondering selling. (i mean of course your nudity is A fuckin plus and i'm gonna get some for myself, but ye)

BaraTiddy

Hey Diz! I'm super proud of you and your work. I understand your situation. I am looking forward to your RPG series. I am fully willing to answer all these questions in depht, but I don't think that the comments section is the best place to do that. Would it be ok to hit you up in Discord messages instead?

Anonymous

Tbh, I’ve been ok with the rough work. I always felt your sketches were strong enough to stand on their own and it was the reason I joined your patreon. I’ve been enjoying the RPG characters a lot. Maybe discuss more on who they are/ideas for your game? A small game dev journal post? I think thanks to your discord we can talk to you as a person but it would be cool to know what goes through your head as you design your game/characters/artwork? I always like insider work. Fan art is fun but I’m looking forward to your more personal work. ^u^

DREAMPIPE

i'd say you're doing stunningly so far - i can't really spend more because i need to limit my overall spending on patreons n stuff, but i would like to commission you sometime when i have a good amount saved up! i could say i hope some of the sketch stuffs you've done get coloured? maybe even just flats without shading or rendering of any kind - but that's your prerogative w/ how much time and energy you have alongside everything else you're working on - regardless, we stan~

Monk_TheG

Watching you work is always a great time. Seeing your process and how much detail you input. Its refreshing.

stratavos

I've been following you loosly since 2014, and I'm incredibly pleased to know that something is happening with that RPG party :p

Anonymous

I personally would love to see more of your WIPs and unfinished sketches. I think it's fine if you don't want to share something because you don't think it's up to snuff, but you shouldn't not share it because you think other people won't like it. You should do the work you want to do, not the work you think other people want you to do.

dizdoodz

Thanks Vil! That;s part of why the prints arent available yet, I have to make SFW versions of a lot of them because I don't think I would sell many explicit ones tbh! &lt;3

dizdoodz

Thank you &lt;3 Yes! I'm planning on detailing my game plan for the RPG characters and such very soon, there will be detailed introductions to each of the notable characters for sure, its something I'm SO excited about you have no idea! And emphasizing more on my process and creeds when working is something I will try to make more accessible!

Zanrath

You have my support Diz! Can't wait to see you continue your artistic journey!

dizdoodz

One of my teacher's told me to use all parts of the buffalo! I'll try to not hold them back &lt;3

dizdoodz

Thank you Kiashi! I think there are many sketches I would love to finish perhaps thats something I can open to the floor at some point too!

Kevin Juarez

I also think that showing your WIPs and unfinished works/sketches more often would be great! And honestly; on my end, the route you've been going in with producing work and feeding it to us through posts, streams, etc has been pretty good. So if you're gonna be producing more I'M PUMPED! I thoroughly appreciate the interaction we get from you through your streaming by pledging to you and I'm very excited to see the direction you're continuing/choosing to go with your art and can say that I'll be 100% on-board to see your journey! Keep doing what you feel is best for your heart, health, well-being, and know that all your love to us is taken with open hearts and reciprocated right back to ya ten-fold! Thank you for fueling my own passion in art and for just being you! -&lt;3 Kev

Cyb

This is a detailed, well-writen post, I sincerely felt your motivation and emotion in it. As a writer myself, I believe you should go for what you want. I personally have no issue with what you produced each month, since I love line arts, and you never fail to have beautiful mature men with beautiful mature butt. ^_^ All I can say is: Go for it, we will be here for you. I look forward to see your game in fruition!

Eszieboo

If you need any help with your visual novel, either art or game development related, don't hesitate to let me know! Would gladly help along. Also as a note on how to increase revenue: ever tried selling merch (t-shirts, pins, art etc.) at cons such as Flamecon? I think you'd make a hefty sum there.

iTAG

I never felt "let down" from your content. There may be dozens of good artists that focus on homo-erotic art and each one of them have their own style and skill. But of that genre, You've really stood out in comparison. You're able to showcase all the angles, anatomy, keeps your proportions, lay out good focal points, all together and executing them so well. Yes you may have lots of sketches/wips/etc, but that's so natural of an artist. Honestly, if that's the majority of the content you're providing, I still love it. Seeing how it starts out is the foundation of an beautiful finished work, also helping others like me visually learn how it all comes together. From day 1 I saw your pieces on y-gal, I already saw you as a good artist. Watching you grow in that scene up to today, you kept setting a bar higher than I thought was possible. I really don't think you're doing anything bad in this community or anything with your progress. What you have planned sounds great. Keep growing as you do you, and so will people's love for you

Anonymous

diz! i cant wait to see what you come up with! and i will always support and follow your future endeavors &lt;3

Anonymous

WIG!!! you haven't ever disappointed me, not one bit! I'm very excited for what is to come and get dat jush!

Anonymous

I'll Support Everything You're Doing My Dear I wish I could be more involved but Patreon is still messing up for me But I'll Do what I can to support you :D

Anonymous

please produce a card captor gijinka pokémon card set XD in all honesty tho I like to see all aspects of your work from wips to finished pieces as I learn from seeing how you approach various poses hears to more in the future

Deece Nouts

I support you! I would totally buy a game you would make. Good luck!

dizdoodz

Thank you very much! I will for sure include more mature men with their asses out 💛

dizdoodz

I have always wanted to do cons but I feel I need to do more research on them but yes at some point definitely! Thanks Eszie!

dizdoodz

This is so heartwarming 💛 thank you very much I will do my best to continue 💪💪💪

Thomas Polk

I did not grow up in the gaming culture but in the homoerotic art culture so I would like to encourage you to pursue more Bara-like, completed and colored work and commissions. This is personal as I know that many of your followers prefer games and other styles. You will have your hands full pleasing everyone.

Anonymous

You're very talented, keep doing you!

Anonymous

Good :-)