drawing, random note (Patreon)

百日紅(sarusuberi, crape myrtle) 

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Every morning I forget who I am and I go blank.

I look at my neighborhood, I look at the internet, I look at my pictures, and my self-image is slowly being reconstructed from these impressions.

At night it's like a sludgy canvas, with no room for thought, and I act automatically.

Yes, I almost always find it difficult to choose my actions.

For example, I can't even comment back to you. I am sorry.