The current fear (Patreon)

This is text only post so this post is not need to read.

Hello. How are you, I am worried about your health.

I live in  near Ueno in Tokyo. Ueno is (even now) always crowded.Despite reports of infected people, many people are walking just wearing masks.

The Japan government's response is clearly anomalous,but (is it really anomalous? I'm confused about what news and scientists I should believe in)

It cannot be stopped by anyone. It is reminiscent of "sin" of FF-X. Anyway, I am afraid of the current mood of society.

 I rely on this Patreon for most of my income.Because of the effects of ADHD, complicated work cannot be done.

I am currently receiving about 1,200 USD a month. This is a my important lifeline. I do not have any savings.

I am going to the hospital to mitigate ADHD. I know that the drug Atmoxetine is effective me.However, recently I have a small pain in my lower back.

When you are too conscious of pain, reminiscent of ADHD, covid19, and money issues,it causes Vasovagal Syncope. There are tremors in the limbs, cold, floating, and fear. This is my first time.

I can't tell if this is due to covid19, back pain or mental illness (probably not).However, the Japan government knows in the news that it is not working compared to other governments.

The Japanese government is probably dedicated solely to media operations. (I didn't know about the US flu disaster until recently, and I was told that covid19 was not dangerous.)

I have not been to the hospital yet. I have no idea what I should do. 

The reason I got into this situation lies with me. In a society of self-responsibility, I'm sure ridiculous.

But I want you to help. sorry. I am not used to asking people for something.

As it is, I hope you stay at the patron until this convergence even a little.Thank you until now. Best regards in the future.

Everyone, please be careful about your physical condition.

thanks. arigatou (^ヮ^)