Regarding commissions (Patreon)

i'm not sure how to start this post because i know i will disappoint a lot of people, but from now on i decided that i will no longer be taking commissions. 

there's a reason why i only open them twice a year, because i simply don't enjoy the process of doing them. i don't know if it's the perfectionist part of me, but i end up spending way too much time on them, that sometimes i even forget basic anatomy. 

i've always been a people pleaser and it took me a long time to realize that this just isn't for me. i hate rejecting people, but you should always put your health first, and that's something i need to focus on more

however, i still will be taking B&W sketches and ko-fi headshots, because they don't take too much time and allow me to be more loose and messy. emergency commissions might also become a thing if i urgently need the cash. i will also finish the remaining ones, but if someone changes their mind because of this, it's completely understandable.

i know this is a very shitty and out of the blue decision, but i hope people will still respect it.

thank you for your comprehension.