30 Days: Nov. 9th (Patreon)

24 hours later and I am sitting in the same chair opening the next letter.

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Dear David,

Well, I did it.  I put my new toy to it’s full use.  And it was absolutely MAGICAL!  Eventually.  Yeah, the magic certainly didn’t happen right away.  I had to work for it.  Let me paint the picture.

Last night as we were sharing our meal and talking about our plans for Thanksgiving I kept looking at you.  You were looking extra hunky and extra pent up last night.  Was that a teensy glimmer of weakness I saw in your beautiful brown eyes?  He he he.  You looked like a big adorable puppy dog.  Your challenge is really taking you to the limit, huh?  Whatever it was you just being you got my engine revving hot and hard.  By the time we kissed good night and you headed out to work I was so horny you would have thought I was the one denying myself.  You were barely out of the driveway when I was up in the bedroom figuring out how I was going to do it.

I started as I had before, in your side of the bed with a trashy book.  But something just wasn’t working for me.  First the blankets were getting in the way.  Then I couldn’t quite find the right position to do it.  Then I struggled with trying to handle the toy and hold the book at the same time.  Despite how horny I was it just wasn’t happening.  But I persisted.  I got it vibrating and held it to my coochie.  It felt nice but my headspace was all off.  Forging ahead I tried to put it inside and…NOPE!  Not happening.  It didn’t feel sexy or naughty, it just felt invasive.  Like I was at the lady doctor or something.  I almost gave up then, figuring that dildos just weren’t for me.  Maybe for me it was the real thing or nothing at all.  Or maybe, I thought, it just needed to be you.  But after a few minutes my urges returned.  So in the spirit of Naughty November I reset and tried again.

I got up out of bed and laid the covers flat.  Even though nobody was in the house laying on top of the bedding was going to be super embarrassing but I wanted to eliminate as many obstacles as possible.  I then rearranged the pillows so that I could sit on one to raise me up a little while the rest were piled behind my back.  I also wanted some different inspiration that would leave my hands free so I slipped over to the office to grab your old laptop.  I set it up right there in the middle of the bed and went to that nasty video site again.  I found a video, this one was about an older wealthy gentleman and his young not-so-innocent maid.  I actually chose it because I recognized the name of the actor from one of those ding-dongs down at the boutique.  Isn’t that funny!  I then sat on my pillow, reclined back, spread my legs and tried again

Oh my God!  I felt SO EMBARRASSED being splayed out like that.  No clothes and on top of the covers with my reading light on!  Exposed to the world!  I felt like you or my parents or a burglar or Jesus himself was going to step through the door at any second to see my naked shame.  It was almost another disaster.  But I took a breath and reminded myself that there was nobody in the house and forced myself to relax.

Thankfully the video I chose was a very good one and bit by bit it drew me into its fantasy.  With the screen between my feet and the sound on low I watched and listened as the man took control of his maid.  Leaving the vibration turned off I rubbed my toy up and down and back and forth across my pussy.  It was a wild thing to watch the closeups of his penis as the actress pleasured him with her mouth after having actually seen his replica just the other day.  They really do make those things with incredible attention to details, both large and small.

And that is when the magic happened.

The hotter the scene got the better my rubbing felt.  After a little bit my nerves at being discovered only heightened the arousal.  As my loins yearned I was getting so wet.  Wet enough to darken the purple surface.  After a week and a half without you inside of me my pussy was so hungry to feel full again.  And so at the exact moment the man entered the woman on the screen I pushed my dildo inside.  This time I was wet and warmed up and ready for it.

Oh David.  I cannot even describe how satisfying it felt after thinking about it for so long.  I think you have to be a woman to truly understand the incredible feeling of fullness at having a man inside of you.  Not that this was a man, but you know what I mean.  While not quite as good as the real thing it was pretty darned close!

At first I let the action on the movie guide my movement.  I imagined the wealthy man as you and the buxom blond maid as myself.  As he thrust, so too went the toy.  As he pulled or rubbed, so too did the toy.  And so it went.  He teased us for a time, me and that actress, by pulling out every so often and only giving us a half a stroke at a time.  It was frustrating but it was so hot.  It made me want what was to come all the more.  And when he at last gave us all he had to give…OH DAVID!  My orgasm hit like bolt of lightning!  My hand had been nice and the vibrator wonderful, but actually having a nice satisfying shaft to bear down on as I climaxed?  Magic.  Pure magic.  I blush even now thinking about the sounds that I made as I orgasmed nearly as hard as I did with you.  And I’m not just talking about the noises coming from my mouth!  Oh my goodness!  So lewd.

When I regained my bearings again the man was ravishing the woman fast and hard.  Watching their sexy bodies I tried to match their motions again but I just couldn’t keep up with the the pros.  I did my best and thrust my dildo in and out of my super wet pussy as they made passionate love.  As the video reached its culmination I had another big orgasm just a few seconds before they did.

All in all it was incredible.  I lay there sweaty and breathless as the screen faded to black.  How I wished you were there to hold me.  I was spent, or so I thought.  The next thing I knew the next scene was starting.  This one depicted the lady of the house with the studly young butler.  What was good for the goose was good for the gander I suppose.  Ha ha ha!  Since the scene had started and I hadn’t even had time the pull the toy out, I switched hands and just kept it going.  This time however I go slower and just allow the scene to wash over me as I experimented and did what felt good.

Nothing will EVER replace having you there with me, but I have to confess that it was rather quite nice to be able to go as fast as liked or as slow as I liked or as deep as liked for as long as I liked.  NOW I truly get it.  Now I understand why you masturbate.  It can never replace sex with a person that you love but there is a sort of selfish pleasure in being able to play in just the way you want.  My greatest criticism was the angles and having to keep control of it with my hand was a challenge.  I noticed that they had models at the store with suction cups at the base.  I didn’t think much of it at the time but now that I understand I am thinking I might just have to take another shopping trip.  He he he!

This was another long one but I want to share with you everything that I can of this journey you sent me on.  It would have been even longer if I wasn’t writing this before work.  I would have written it last night but, honestly, after cleaning my toy and tidying up I was just too darned tuckered out to do it.  Oh yeah, and don’t worry.  I washed that pillow I sat on when I was done too.  It needed it!  Ha ha ha!

I hope your night at work went well.  I sure miss you during these long weeks.  I made you some dinner.  Chicken and rice.  It’s in the fridge.  Have yourself an amazing day my love and I will see you when you wake.

Your very happy wife,

Sarah

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I had read the letter in a sort of daze but as I reach her swirly concluding signature something inside of me just…snaps.

As a man possessed, letter crinkled in my tight fist, I take the stairs two at a time on my way upstairs.  I swing by the office to scoop up my laptop.  The very next moment it is open on our bed.  Swiftly, frantically, I find the video in the history and start it up, volume to full.  A stride to the dresser and back again I dump my wife’s dildo out on the covers where it rolls to a stop at the edge of computer.

Not giving a damn about challenges or anything else but the lust that refused to be contained any longer I whip out my achingly hard cock and start to stroke.

There on the same screen she had watched it the porn video plays just as she described.  To my fevered mind I do not see myself in that erotic scene.  Sarah I most definitely see, as the buxom blond maid, but in the role of the man…I see that Richard asshole from yesterday’s letter.  How could I not?  He was the older man with a streak of gray in his dark hair.  He was fit.  And he was rich.  A guy with a fancy Jag would live in a house JUST like that.

“Fuck!” I grunt as I dry fap furiously.  “Fuck!  Yeah!  Suck that big cock!”

Skin on skin my hand works my tool as I watch the maid go down on the man’s big, thick penis.  He had to be eight inches at least with the girth to match it’s length.  She’d seen that very dick with her own eyes.  In every detail, both large and small.  In my free hand I grab the dildo and hold it along side my meat just so that I could see the extra half an inch.  As I think about it driving deep inside of my wife’s pussy, a pussy that had been mine alone until last night, I grip it tight to feel its width.  Fuck!  It was thicker!  It was fucking thicker than me!  My other hand is a blur up and down my manhood.

“Oh fuck!”  I huff as the pressure rises in my balls.  With confidence and authority the man rises and lifts the maid onto the counter and spreads her legs wide.  As he taps and teases his fat knob at her shaved, wet, pink entrance I snap impatiently.  “Come on!  Fuck her!  Fuck her already!”  As my heady lust reaches its boiling point I swear that I hear my wife’s wild cries echoing from off these walls along with the wet, sloppy sounds of this purple dildo fucking her pussy into total submission.  “Oh fuck!”  He’d barely gotten his thick, manly tip through the maid’s glistening folds when…  “GNNNNGHHH!!!”

My world goes white and I damn near pass out as the most explosively powerful nut of my life rocks my world.  A great burst of ropey cum shoots like a gooey laser over the bedding to splotch hard against the computer screen.  As it splatters and oozes the next creamy jet paints down the screen and across the keyboard.  Behind the oozing jizz the man was just starting on the tapping and teasing half-thrusts I’d read about.  As I hear the woman beg him for more, all I can hear is Sarah’s sweet voice.

“MMMMM!  FUUUUCK!”  I groan as I drain my biggest ever load from my overfull balls with a savage ferocity I hadn’t even known was possible.  The raw force abates just a little with each successive wad of seed I spew.  From the screen to the keyboard to the case to the bedding between until I am squeezing out the final dribbles.  My shoulders sag and my muscles relax as last of my virile power drips from my still twitching cock.  “Ohhhhhh fuuuuck.”  I stand there in silence as the aftershocks shudder through my body.  What an orgasm!  Holy fucking shit!  What a fucking orgasm!

As if to mock me there comes a girlish giggle from the speakers.  “He he he he!  You’re teasing me!  Give it to me.  He he he!”

“You want it?”  Comes a low voice as he pulls his big, throbbing dick from her, only the first half wet with her juices.  “You really want this big cock, baby?”

“Mmm!  Yes!  Yes!”  She pleads as she claws his his chest in horny desperation.  “Give it to me!  Please!”

Christ…he was still only teasing her.  They were just getting warmed up.  Slowly my gaze pans up to the headboard where Sarah sat last night. I could see her there.  Naked.  Beautiful.  Her legs spread wide with this toy half inside of her hot, married cunny.  All the while she whined and begged to feel the whole thing just like the slut on the screen.

Post-nut clarity hits me like a fucking wrecking ball.  All my fiery verve and passion had been spent, spattered out across the bedding, leaving me as wilted as my flagging manhood.  The toy in my other hand was as hard as ever.  Just as the man finally gives the maid his full length and she lets out a loud moan, the moment when Sarah had cum for the first time last night, I let out a long sigh and close the page.  Quietly, ashamedly, I place the purple phallus back into its case then go to find something to clean up my mess.

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